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Friday, March 4, 2011

Dear somebody,

I know age gap. But still, I've already grown up, I'm not like a small kid who knows the secrets and run to daddy & mummy and tell them about it. You can always come to me and have a 'talking session' and share your feelings, everything. Please don't keep everything to yourself. Do you know how worried am I when I heard you fainted and went in 'h'?

And because I'm very busy, I cannot visit you the first 2 days. And finally on the third day, I get to see you. I was really very shocked when I see your eyes keep rolling and you can't even blink. I don't really know what happened to you. You can't even focus and look at me properly. And also, I don't know why, you can't talk. After looking at you like this, I can't even control my tears. But luckily the light is not that bright, no one saw me crying.

The next day, after school, I went there and visit you again. Thank God, you are getting better already, you are not rolling your eyes that much, just that you must focus. I'm praying each day, hope you can recover soon. After a few days, you got out of the place and back home. I'm so happy, you can walk already, but still, you have no energy to talk yet.

Just yesterday, you were very sad, and cousins came to visit you. You suddenly cried and the cousins were worried about it and decided to talk to you. You can't say anything and keep on crying. Even they ask you something, you keep on shaking your head.

Once again, I couldn't help it, I cried again. I tried not to look at your face because if you see our sad face, it will make it worse. I belief your energy will be back soon, I belief you can talk again. I hope after you come back from M'sia, you have energy to talk already.

Dear God, please let her gain back her energy, let her talk... thank you.

I was flipping through photos when I'm young. Flashbacks!

Now

Me and my Grandpa <3>

Life is life, everything is so stress. I just want a simple life, not too complicated or what.

I want to talk to you, but end up, I feels like irritating you. What should I do? What should I do? Joahaeyo. It's just a simple word, but need a lot of courage. Sigh.

SIGH

flashbacks of the past [9:30 PM]

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*[[___ welcomee `-//*

lazy days
lonely nights
looking for a lonely star
who'd keep me company

looking at the widespread sky
being me a lonely soul
gazing at the moon so bright
making wishes upon a star

a blow of breeze
to animate
the freezing scene

so the strings of white gold ribbons
seem to tease the lonely moon
because it is standing still
and they are free to move

"twinkle twinkle little star . . . "
I used to sing when I was young
now I've grown but still today
" . . . how I wonder what you are"

lying down upon the meadows
dream of flying up so high
reach the stars, sit on the moon
dancing ballet with the clouds